Oct 25, 2012

What If

Anna : What if after five years and I still can't move my feet away from this feeling?

Hanum : Well then, lucky him.

Anna : What if I'm not that lucky when he still doesn't realized my presence in his life?

Hanum : Well then, unlucky him for not having a chance to see your heart.

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Anna : He will be far away from Malaysia.

Farah : There will always be a way for faith to take over.

Anna : My love story ain't easy.

Farah : Lets pray for it to be happy at the end.

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Anna : I'm not worth waiting for. There is someone out there who will be the perfect one for him.

Unknown : Then why you still keep this story?

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Day by day, Anna never know why her heart remains the same. As it like to be since two years ago. Anna never know how to step forward and kick the pain away because she knew she'll never have the gut to do that. No, its not the matter of bravery or even loyalty. Its the matter of time. And still, Anna doesn't know how to deal with time. One thing that she knew, time will show how future gonna be. How future gonna put her heart into.  How future gonna resembled her long waiting love story. Thou she knew she was not worth for a perfect happy ending. She just want the happy, without the ending part.

She just want him to know how hard she worked just to stand in the same phase as him. To be as good as him. As success as him. 

She just want him to realize her presence. Because she always walk and stay, never leave.

As to fill the five years timeline, she put the dual clock of Kuala Lumpur-Bangalore on her phone's home screen. Just to know how fast time can be. Or how far the distance will be.

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