Sep 6, 2013

First Exam MBBS

Alhamdulillah.


First exam of MBBS first year had gone through!
*lompat keliling rumah pegang belon*


:)


For someone whom asked me how does it feels to take an exam as a medical student, here it is :
EYEBAGS.


This whole week had been a disaster for my eyes.
I'm not getting enough sleep and sometimes only sleep at about two hours a day.


Itu pun sebab terpaksa tidur.
Kalau tak otak blackout waktu exam mampus nak tadah air mata.


And whenever I sleep, I can't sleep well.
Ada je gambar tulang masuk dalam kepala.
Tiba-tiba tengah sedap mimpi makan kek terbayang pulak mechanism of muscle contraction kat tangan yang tengah pegang kek tu :'(


I'm more like a zombie this week. Seriously.


Bangun pagi pergi kelas revision sambil bawa berkepuk-kepuk stok gula-gula dalam beg.
Sambil dengar lecturer cakap sambil mengunyah.
Ada masa free terus selak lecture notes.


Hafal DNA.
Hafal anatomy.
Hafal nama penyakit.
Hafal mechanism yang asdfghjkl banyak gila.
Hafal hafal and hafal sampai rasa nak muntah.


Balik rumah nampak katil.
But of course I sleep with guilty :(


After read several chapters, suddenly realized I hadn't eat anything yet :(
Perut berkeroncong tapi nak makan tak larat.


Kertas dengan buku bersepah atas lantai.
Takde space nak makan :(


Pegang phone pun sekadar untuk main game lepas tension.
Takde makna dah nak call atau mesej orang.
Forever alone lah katakan. Hahaha.


And worst, mandi pun lupa :( :( :(
*nangis*


But alhamdulillah, all of those hard works paid off when I answered all those questions (I hoped)


Mom always told me, remember that some day I'll deal with patients.
So, whenever I felt tired or almost gave up with those hard times ;
I just need to remember my main goal taking this field.


Medicine is a tough field.
And alhamdulillah, I've been given a chance to do this.


To devote myself in creating a better life of others.
InsyaAllah.


Tak mandi pun takpelah.
Kekekeke.



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