Apr 17, 2015

Breaking News


Scrolling Whatsapp when Rieza told us bout the breaking news.


Happiness strikes in but suddenly I remember one thing awaits for me there.
And immediately, my hands start to shake, terribly.


I don't even know what is what anymore.
I'm stunned. 


If you ever asked me how I felt neutrally, it would be a joyful nods.
But when I think of that single reason, I'm torn between here and there.


Mom told me to follow my dreams. My original intention of pursuing my degree in this course, in this program, in this way.


"Jangan biarkan satu perkara merosakkan semua yang kamu dah rancang. This is your journey. Your future. Perkara yang lama biarkan berlalu. Jangan korbankan masa depan hanya kerana kamu belum bersedia untuk berhadapan dengan sesuatu."


Allah knows best.
Really, I'm amazed with His plan.


If I can strengthen myself here, healing and living my life in positivity, why can't I do the same when I'm there?


Sini atau sana, sama saja.
Jika Tuhan sudah tetapkan begini perjalanan aku, beginilah.


Aku percaya sesuatu itu takkan hadir dengan sia-sia.

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